it's 2 am and i cudn't sleep. so this is what i suddenly had in mind. something that i just thought about myself for a while:
i am not self-centred. not self- absorbed. not entirely a daydreamer, just a mild case. you are the one having problems.
i tend to characterized 'things' around me, thinking that everything is like a bunch of t shirts in a departmental store, where you sort them out perfectly through sizes or colours. well, they're not
at times i'm scared coz i don't seem to be missing the important elements. like i don't feel that i miss my family, or i don't feel that i miss KYS or i don't feel like i miss any of my friends. i'm worried that i've came down to those 'individualistic' case, and not loving the people that matters. maybe i do, but i just didn't realize it. i hope i don't have to learn this kind of lesson in the hard way.
i avoid selfish people, i don't associate myself with a living paradox and i tend to not speak about issues that reuqires a lot of 'deep opinion'. a dash of these 3 could relinquish everything that i have nurtured for the past years in my life.
i want to learn at least 3 more languages. so one day, my hope of becoming someone who defines 'universalism' is realised. i know it's lame+pathetic.
cultures fascinate me. sports bore me sometimes. music is what i need almost all the time. i decide.
i like to have a list of everything that i own. be it books, clothing etc. well just to keep myself within the 'organized' line.
i like to travel, and explore new things. when i discover something new, i wud just wish that i'm 5 years younger, so that i like myself for knowing things earlier.
opportunities is everywhere. you are lousy if you think you are deprived from all types of them. this world is bastante grande.
Monday, January 29, 2007
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streams of Bygones by
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